mardi, août 31, 2004
- Stone/Scream with me -*sumthin's seriously wrong with me.. its 3.15 and i can't get to sleep.. I've been lying down for like the past one hour but i just can't sLeep..
feeling kinda empty.. stony...
been listening to Lin Jun Jie's Hai Pa (afraid) on repeat mode for the same amount of time.. Thing is, i can't grasp the song's meaning.. so frustrating... its like there's no link at all.. think i need more events in my life ya??
I so need spend time in the open sea.. Aaaahhhh.. stupid me.. had to fail my theory test AGAIN.. otherwise i'd be out in the sea, stoning and clearing my mind...
dunno why i love the water sooo much.. its like there's an affinity.. perhaps its coz Cancer's a water sign.. HAhahaha.. funny how i believe in that..
I used to hate swimming... when i was young, training was sumthin i dreaded.. Even when i won my first medal, i was like shiet.. but when i stopped altogether during sec school, i kinda missed it.. In poly, i started swimming like there's no tmr.. hahaa.. i can stay in the pool for like 2 1/2 hours just swimming and thinking.. HAhahaa..
den in OBS, i experienced kayaking for the first time.. reallie hated it.. hated it so much so tat i swore tat i'd NEVER get into a kayaK ever again.. since the day i made that vow, haha, i've broken it like umpteen times.. have since grew to like it..
reallie funny how i always start disliking a sport and den go on to rediscover the finer points and den grow to like it..
Ok.. better stop digressing.. Haha..
reallie think i should go live by the sea for a few days or sumthin.. dun mind staying in a kelong. HAhAhahaha...
SO need to spend time alone.. but then.. need to share my thoughts and views and have sumone listen to me..
I'm so irritating..
Sumbody Help MEeee Pleaseee..
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Chlarie at 3:45 AM